Im Itching Like Mad......I hear the bedroom fan going, and Im sitting here so quaintly drinking tea, with the bathroom light dim and my laptop way t0o bright. One hand typing and the other sratching. Its not too bad, bring it!
Most days i'll want to scratch my skin off (literally) some days I dont walk more than three steps without riping off my shoes and screaming "aww this feels so good" lol. The fact is, who freakin knows why this medicine does all these crazy things to me? But for now I will have to learn to manage my life around the crazy side effects.
Am I a pawn? Can you win chess with only your pawn? You can win with any piece on the board, just be aware of who you opponent is. I'm more aware than ever of the possibilities of my illness, but thru it all, the best position I need to be in is: a positive mental attitude (with god in my corner)
Despite it all, it was an awesome crazy fun summer, 3 or 4 times to vegas, crazy love with an amazing man, birth of a new baby, 2 trips to palm springs, disability from a great job so I can breath for a sec, mexico cruise, grannies 80th and endless amounts of turn around trips in cali..I gotta say, for getting the worst news of my life not too bad....Each day is getting better and filling up with hope, love and happiness...Caged, I am not!!
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